True Art Destroys One’s Hearts

*Japanese ver

I listened to this song
for the first time in 3 years

Most significant piece of music in my life

But I avoided it for a long time
because.......

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This song makes me feel;

— I don’t want to live
— I want to quit human beings
— And, I want to die

This artwork brings me emotions that reality never can

Everything in this art feels
far more vivid
far more dramatic
& far more real than reality I am existing now

In front of this "perfection", reality feels
too colourless
too flawed
& too distance from “beauty”

And I am forced to ask myself;

"Does human life still have meaning compared to art?"

And I am tempted to answer;

"Art is the only valuable thing. Everything else is worthless"

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But I want to believe;

Life,
Human life,
My own life

is much more than a single piece of artwork

Because
I'm still here. Alive