To live sincerely always ends up in suicide


The below is extracts from my diary on 14 October & 12 December, 2017


Yukio Mishima said "Our sufferings and pain should be solved by time. If not, death solves all"


The more I get to know Yukio Mishima and his life, the more I become certain "To live sincerely" always ends up in suicide. If we want to live sincerely, it's unavoidable to face unsolvable questions & contradictions, not only from the outside world but also from the inside ourselves. And the final & ultimate solution for this must be "let oneself disappear", which means "suicide"