Writing Fragments (28/December ― 20/April）
20/April/2026
28/December
*From someone's diary (17 May 1967)
I don’t mind to die now
But I don’t have the willpower to commit suicide
— I’m just too lazy about everything in life
28/December
Late December in Tokyo
Sunlight is fierce
Sharp pain on skin
3/January/2026
"Do I like him?
Do I dislike him?
Do I feel nothing about him?"
"He saw me a coupe of times. I'm sure he likes me."
4/January/2026
I moved her.
I loved her.
I lost her.
5/January/2026
Spiral of Silence Theory
20/January/2026
Reading an old essay, written by.......someone I don't know
Good essays feel like a nutrition for one's heart
22/January/2026
Victims mentality
There is nothing more than victim mentality that makes the human being
unattractive
unlovable
ugly
25/January/2026
The more I get to know Japanese mythology & Japanese religions,
the more I get to love Japanese people
26/January/2026
懐郷心（のすたるぢい）
29/January/2026
"Understanding" is unnecessary for romance
Only "Uncertainty" is
1/February/2026
Melody あなたの鼓動
Harmony 胎内の爆音
愛してるよ 叫んでる
爆撃機の音が切り裂いた
狂ったmotion
殺したfiction
Teleportation
星のpossession
燃えるemotion
またobsession
滅ぶillusion
幻よ
冷めた目つき 感情のない人だかり
人を信じられず 怯えた夜
巨大な鳥に乗り 何かを握りしめていた
揺れる星のリズム
昇る太陽 眩し過ぎて手をかざす
かじりかけの林檎 ポケットに詰めて
デリートさえ出来ない遠い昔は 速くすぎる時間のスピードに溶けて...
遠くに飛んで行ってしまい 帰って来れない鳥に
割れたガラスが降り注ぐ 雨のよう背中に刺さる
通り過ぎた昨日にララバイ 落とした溜め息と林檎の実
電車の中に置き去りにされた雨傘のような悲しい気持ちになる
14/February/2026
Too little freedom, suffocating
Too much freedom, suffocating
26/February/2026
"I didn't have a courage to hate, to dislike someone. I still don't"
6/April/2026
Things your left unsaid
20/April/2026
The world is a story
I want to understand its context
