by axxxm
I still listen to you & I still like you（2024）
31/August/2024 in Kraków
21 years
The below writing is from a year ago（31/August/2023）
Last day in August
"I still listen to his music and I still like him"
Feels like
this is the only thing that guarantees the continuity of my life for this 20 years,
since August 2003 when I firstly came across his music
During this 20 years,
the world changed
my surroundings changed
my life changed
& I changed
During this 20 years,
so many things rose & fell before my eyes without any reasons
so many people appeared & disappeared before my eyes without any reasons
20 years of one's life is, basically, a chaos
It's a mess
It's a junk box
All kind of things in it
without any order
without any direction
without any reason
But that's why,
something unchanged,
something staying the same,
seems even more dazzling
"I still listen to his music and I still like him"
or
"I still listen to you and I still like you"
Feels like
this is what penetrates my 20 years
this is what connects my past with my present
& this is the only significant part in my sense of beauty, and in my life
Because
I still like you
