Lack of Cynicism

In a bar,
Tokyo,
Midnight

A woman said to me

"I like a man with.......what to say.......with an edge"

"Edge"

What is "edge"...........
for me, what is "a woman with an edge"...........?

And I was remembering someone

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..........She wasn't cynical and it was what I liked

Because, before her, I had been meeting a girl who was cynical

..........But in the end,
lack of her cynicism was what bored me

Her conventionalism bored me

Her full trust with the world bored me

Her faith with the world & human life was so dazzling that in the end I could no longer look at her green-ish eyes straight