by axxxm
10/February/2023 in Kyoto
Writing a letter, knowing this letter won't be delivered
This letter is for someone abroad, who used to live in Kyoto
But currently delivery system between Japan and this receiver's country stops
Letters won't be delivered until it re-starts
Nevertheless, still wrote
Felt interesting that writing a letter which won't be delivered in the near future, or perhaps will never be delivered forever
Felt interesting that writing a letter to someone who perhaps will never read my words
Probably my priority was not what the receiver will feel/think about my letter
Probably my priority was, I tried to express my emotions on this paper & tried to convey it to a receiver
This try itself
Whether my try is succeeded or failed
Whether this letter is delivered or not
Whether this letter is liked or not
It's all secondary
There was a desire that I wanted to write something to this person
And I followed this desire of mine & acted on it
This was primary