When I was innocent

Long, Long, Long time ago,
I went all the way to meet this woman

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Before I decided to visit her,
I was very conscious it would cost me a lot

It's so far away

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In the end,
I decided & went & met her, and what I got was

despair

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Came back home

And for a few days, I was wondering,

......seriously wondering......

"Why did I spend almost €2500 for getting this despair?"

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Many years passed,
and looking back at this event in my life now

First thing coming to my mind is something nice

Second thing coming to my mind is also something nice

Third thing coming to my mind is still something nice

At least, I was 100% honest with what I wanted then
At least, I was 100% innocent with what I wanted then
At least, I was 100% pure for what I wanted then

The result doesn't matter

Only what I was feeling......my emotion......matters

And now
I appreciate her to give me an opportunity where I became so innocent & so pure for what I wanted then