22/August/2023 in Krakow
Recently I had kind of an interesting experience
"Now, I'm drawn to her more"
I could be aware of the moment
I could clearly recognise the moment
I could perfectly capture the moment that my attraction towards her deepened
This happened with 2 different women in 2 different occasions
I usually have a quite good connection with a person who does creative/artistic activity of any kind, including "as a hobby"
And there were many occasions where these creative/artistic people shared their work, but usually I just felt "Oh, that's nice"
This time was different
While experiencing her works, I vividly felt the level of my attraction towards her deepened
Probably the biggest & almost only reason was
her works had some specific, yet intangible, elements that I was very fond of
Something that fitted an emotional/spiritual state of my mind
And it subconsciously led me to a subconscious assumption;
"She has an ability to make this beautiful, attractive works. It means she herself must be as beautiful, as attractive as her creations are"
Before touching her works, I wasn't particularly interested in her
Neither in her personality or in her look
But that moment I experienced her works, I could be sharply aware that my mind.....perhaps my flesh as well......was momentarily stolen by her works,
that is, by her
And my heart skipped a beat for a moment