Why am I still alive?

"Why am I still alive?"

is the question I keep asking myself
& many people certainly ask themselves too

"Why am I still alive?"

As I get older,
the nuance of this question is slightly changing within me

As I get older,
I see people passing away. And I wonder even more;

"They passed away, but but but, why am I still alive?"

I've felt this even more in the past couple of years

In 2022 July, Abe San passed away
In 2023 October, Sakurai San passed away

Then.........why am I still alive?