Writing Fragments (17/July ― 24/December）
24/December/2025 in Tokyo
17/July
Life is short but the day is long
18/July
JP;
『小説家は誠実でなければならないのか？ そういう質問の出し方が愚劣なのであって、人間は当然誠実であるべきなのだ。』
EN;
"Should a novelist be sincere? The question itself is absurd. A human being must be sincere."
（Mishima Yukio, 1964）
21/July
Narcissist hates other narcissists
28/July
we leave before we arrive
10/August
I want to write as if I speak
I want to speak as if I write
I want to express as exactly as I feel
11/August
From my dairy on 12/February/2014
JP;
私はそのころ、「あらゆる人にその人固有の経験があって、その人固有の認識があって、そして私とはまったく違う人生を歩んでいて……」といったことを思うと、人とコミュニケーションを取ることなど不可能ではないかと感じ、時折り人と話すことに恐怖を覚える時があった。
EN;
These days, sometimes this notion pops up in my mind;
"Every person has their own unique experiences, their own unique realisations......And therefore, every person has a completely different life from mine.......". And I feel like it is just impossible to connect with other people. I feel a certain fear with talking to other people.
2/September
JP;
"落ち着くんだ...『素数』を数えて落ち着くんだ...『素数』は1と自分の数でしか割ることのできない孤独な数字...わたしに勇気を与えてくれる、2...3...5...7...11...13...17...19...23...28...いや...ちがう29だ、29...31...37..."
EN;
"2...3...5...7...Calm down....Count prime numbers to keep my composure...11...13...17...19....Prime numbers are lonely numbers that can only be divided by 1 and itself...23...29...They give me strength...31...37"
14 words for heaven;
• Spiral staircase
• Rhinoceros beetle
• Desolation Row
• Fig tart
• Rhinoceros beetle
• Via Dolorosa
• Rhinoceros beetle
• Singularity point
• Giotto
• Angel
• Hydrangea
• Rhinoceros beetle
• Singularity point
• Secret emperor
16/October
Something I often think;
University students' outlook is the most characteristic and unique
Both men and women
It is a mystery (or not a mystery at all) that their clothing becomes mediocre, once they get a job & start working
1/November
In silence, only the moon watches us all
2/November
Nothing has started between us yet
But I already want to forget her
11/November
"Getting to know others is getting to know oneself"
It sounds paradoxical
Probably that’s why many are unaware
24/December
Emotion without Explanation
