29/June/2023 in Tokyo
As much as I appreciate female beauty, I appreciate male beauty too
Beautiful women & men
Both is aesthetically pleasing
In front of beauty, one can easily be aware how trivial & how silly to think;
"I'm straight. I should be impressed only by female beauty"
"Paying attention to other men, particularly to their appearance, is gay"
I don't consider myself homosexual or bisexual
I've not had any sexual interest in men, believe it or not
But probably that's why I can see men's too conventional, too conservative & too boring way of thinking, and as a result they miss this everyday's small fun of seeing cute pretty handsome Japanese boys on the street in Tokyo
Then, are appreciating female beauty & appreciating male beauty the same thing?
It feels to me, different
Appreciating female beauty........, this emotion inevitably contains a sexual interest, since I'm straight
Sexual interest........in other words, "I want to have sex with her.........if I have a chance"
On the other hand, regarding appreciating male beauty, no sexual interest involved, since I'm straight
Appreciating male beauty seems far more pure & noble
There's no hidden, naughty, vulgar, "inappropriate" sentiment
There's only one single simple emotion of enjoying his beauty as it is