Autumn is Romanticised（long ver.）

*Short ver

2 years ago
I saw one YouTube video

In the middle,
the female youtuber abruptly mentioned;

"We tend to think autumn is romantic"

"But autumn is not romantic as it own"

"Autumn has been romanticised through various art works for ages & commercialism"

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I found this view very interesting,
since I'd never thought like this

At the same time,
I felt this was something I didn't want to know

I wanted to think
a beautiful image of autumn is

something organic
inherent
personal

rather than

something artificial
practical
realistic

Not to mention,
something made by marketing companies for their profit

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Intellectually, interesting
Emotionally, uncomfortable

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There must be so many things that
I think "This is my own (..........way of thinking/seeing/feeling)"

But reality is
"It was made by some external things"

like companies, cultures, environments, or era

Hence, it's

nothing natural
nothing original
nothing ephemeral

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Knowing
Experiencing
Curiosity

..............The destination is nihilism