26/August/2023 in Krakow
2nd day in Warsaw
And I'm already being invaded by boredom
I used to almost idealise this city and considered Warsaw was my favourite city
Now, I no longer feel like that anymore
I can still say that to others, out of politeness
But I can't put my emotion into words anymore
Now, it feels very difficult to believe the fact that I used to live in this city for 2 years
What did I do in this city every day?
For 2 years!
Now, I'm almost certain that I will never live in this city
And it feels this is just a natural consequence of one's life
This city seems to have changed from even last year
Similarly I changed too
My life surely went forward & made progress
I can no longer be fascinated by the same things from the past
I can no longer be intoxicated by the things that I experienced already
I can no longer dream of things that I tasted already
Simply put, "Can't go back to the past"
This is just mundane truth
At the same time, this is a slightly sad realisation
I still have several days here in Warsaw
Looking forward to seeing how my perception will change in the coming days