by axxxm
16/October/2024 in Kraków
For the past 2 months
I've paid more attention to others' faces on the street
And I noticed
99% of people shows a bitchy face, which I wrote about here
Recently, one thing caught my attention was
eyes of teenagers
Teenagers,
around 13 ~ 17 years old
Their eyes often shows
some kind of ambiguity
perhaps, confusion
perhaps, hesitation
perhaps, anxiety
Some of (or, many of) them certainly notice my existence
But they hardly look at my face straight
Then, how about small kid & adult?
Small kids/0 ~ 5 years old
They stare at my face for an extended period of time
Their eyes lock my face
without any hesitation, shame or self-consciousness
Pure curiosity
So straight-forward
So crystal-clear
It is so open, so direct & so strong that
they even look like they have some kind of "conviction" about something
about me, perhaps
Perhaps, they can see through things I'm hiding deep inside me
Adult/18 ~ 20 years old & above
Their eyes are often filled with, either
1
Warning
and/or Suspicion
and/or Doubt
towards me
And probably, towards the world also
OR
2
Apathy
They have no interest in the outside world