Idealising Woman

Just like people who tend to be critical with themselves
— most of us —
I, too, often think 

"I'm the one who is somewhat wrong. And 'they' are the ones that are right"

And I idealise them
And I envy them

The exact same way of thinking occurs, regarding my gender/sex

Since my first experience with a woman
I've been feeling;

"Men are the wrong ones. Women are the right ones"

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What is "right", what is "wrong" here?

Distance from nature

Men are all robot

They lack unity, entirety, oneness

They are all separated, isolated, hindered

That's why
they escape to things like
"logic" or "rationality" or "objectivity" or.........all there factory-made garbages

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These are just a sign of men's cowardice & inability

I'm personally certain that
men are basically not capable of things that are
too raw, too fresh, too alive

like "Emotions"
like "Reality"
like "women"

Men are unable to interact with these things directly

So
they have to put a wall, called

"objectification"
"abstraction"
"idealisation" or
"logic", "rationality", "reason", "meaning", "value".....

Without these walls
they are simply too scared, too intimidated, too horrified