Sincerity

Just like everyone, I'd like to be sincere with others

And I'd like to meet someone who is sincere

But "sincerity" is such a difficult concept to comprehend

(You can replace "sincerity" with "honesty")

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Looking back, there were people in my life who I would initially found sincere

But later I realised many of them, or most of them, were not

The same goes to myself

Countless times in my life, I was behaving insincerely in front of others, and sadly, will continuously be, until I die

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Feels like "sincerity" is not something we should find in others, but within oneself

Not in a relationship with others, but in a relationship with oneself

Probably "sincerity" is the word that describes how he/she commits their own life