Her beautiful world

This morning 

In a cafe

Having a chat with a fresh uni student

Sitting next to my table

She was studying with her laptop

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At some point
she changed her table

From my right side table
To my left side table

I wondered, what is difference

She said

"It's just......this table is next to the window. I want to see the outside while studying"

"I always imagined this kind of scene when I was a high school student.
Cafe, big window, coffee, books, laptop, studying, university student......"

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Jealousy

A sharp jealousy ran in my body

For a moment
I felt like I could see into her inner world 

Still intact
Still white
Still flat
Still doesn't believe it will all get cracked. Just like her old iphone's screen on the table

And for a moment
I envied her who still held "The beautiful world" inside herself