Loneliness in bed

A bed in my current place is for 2 people, for a couple

For one person, it's slightly too big

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Last night, when lying on the bed,
somehow I remembered a feeling

A feeling of sleeping alone after breakup

Before breakup, we slept together in the same bed

After breakup, I slept alone

That feeling
That lonely feeling
That sentimental feeling

Missing her breath, missing her warmth, missing her kindness, missing that sense of closeness & safety.......

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A couple of years has passed since I was having that feeling of missing

And I thought it didn't exist in me anymore

But last night, somehow suddenly I remembered

Seems an emotion doesn't......or can't......go away completely, once it's born inside us