We Slept Because

From my diary on 24/Aug/20xx

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She said

"I slept with you, because......."

".......I was kinda worried, perhaps you'll lose an interest in me"

I tried to remember what I was thinking that night

Several weeks had passed already

That night, I was thinking.......

"........Actually, I'm not sure if I want to sleep with her now"

"But if I don't take an action tonight, perhaps she would see it as a lack of confidence or courage of me......."

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..........Knowing both sides now made me wonder
"What were we doing?"