by axxxm
22/March/2024 in Tokyo
20th March, 2024
I bought his new album
"ETERNAL"
3 days has passed
Yet, I have not listened to his new music
Because I know I will like it
Because I know it will be a part of me
That night 21 years ago
That night in August, 2003
I met his music
That night in my childhood
&
This night in March, 2024
What bridges these two nights
is his music
is this emotion of me;
"I still listen to your music & I still like you"
A part of my identity
A significant part of my self-identity
His music
His lyrics
& His existence
were the biggest influence for my sense of beauty
His sense of beauty is the one that is closest to mine
That's why
I don't need to listen to his new album
I already know
I will like it
I already know
it will be the newest part of my existence
I already know
it will be another significant element of my new identity
I don't need anything from you
Because I already like you
The only thing that penetrates my 21 years