by axxxm
Why are living existences so annoying?
6/October/2025
I can never be quiet, but instead, keep disturbing others
The proof from her mouth
25/August/2025
She is a human being. She is still alive
She was beautiful
18/August/2025
This is all I want
Wet Eyes
13/July/2025
It is the beauty that can't be captured, can only be remembered, and with each replay, fades away
One Sadness
15/May/2025
Time
Close my eyes
29/March/2025
I can run away
My interest in men 2
26/November/2024
Female beauty is shallow, pastime fun, killing time, absurd
My interest in men 1
26/November/2024
Beautiful woman is here and there. Everywhere. Nothing interesting
My Story of Eliza Pareńska（short ver.）
30/October/2024
Eliza's life／Eliza's suicide／Eliza's painting by Stanisław Wyspiański／Art & Life
My Story of Eliza Pareńska
30/October/2024
Eliza's life／Eliza's suicide／Eliza's painting by Stanisław Wyspiański／Art & Life
Life & Beauty
20/October/2024
Mishima towards life & beauty
Suicide is an undeniable proof of sincerity
19/October/2024
Artist's death is a strange thing
Suicide : Sincerity
19/October/2024
Artist's suicide gives depth to his works
I still listen to you & I still like you（2024）
31/August/2024
You. Only thing that penetrates my 20 years
When did I find a woman's ass?（different fashion senses: 5）
25/August/2024
Clothing is the only thing to be considered. Body, physicality are ignored
'Are you gay?'（different fashion senses: 4）
25/August/2024
Europeans' fear of being misjudged. And their absurdities
Europeans' Unconditional Trust（different fashion senses: 3）
25/August/2024
Japanese people are afraid of the nature & body. Japanese can't enjoy organic things but only processed ones
Lack of Physical Quality（different fashion senses: 2）
25/August/2024
Modern clothes are all European origin. It's not made for Japanese body
Hiding & Revealing Body（different fashion senses: 1）
25/August/2024
European fashion is very dependant on body, while Japanese fashion on clothes
Beauty can breathe only in the first time
7/August/2024
Talked to a Polish girl in a cafe and......
The World Is Filled With Beauty
26/July/2024
Now & Forever
And I like you
11/September/2023
'Like'. This feeling always contains a certain sense of truth
Contradiction = Attraction
3/September/2023
Contradiction is exactly her attractiveness as a human being
Attractive Story
3/September/2023
Lack of conflict between herself & reality around her
I still listen to you & I still like you
31/August/2023
You. Only thing that penetrates my 20 years
Not Sharing the Exact Same
31/August/2023
This notion easily leads me to a complete isolation
Most important thing for my life
29/August/2023
I reject everything I find ugly & I accept everything I find beautiful
Attractive Qualities ― Vulnerability & Purity
16/August/2023
Recently I was thinking what kind of qualities in others I am attracted to
35-year-old woman who has a 15-year-old body
9/August/2023
Her shines, her dazzling shines that she showed to the outside world only that night, only for a moment
Appreciating Male Beauty
29/June/2023
Appreciating male beauty seems far more pure & noble
20 years of Emotion
6/June/2023
'I still listen to his music and I still like him'. This is the only thing that penetrates my 20 years
Innocent Ardency + Excellence = Beauty
6/June/2023
Accept only things that I find 'beautiful' & reject everything that I find 'ugly'
Objectivity & Subjectivity（part 3）
3/April/2023
Japanese people look like a robot
Objectivity & Subjectivity（part 2）
3/April/2023
It's far easier, far safer for us to believe in objectivity than subjectivity
Objectivity & Subjectivity（part 1）
3/April/2023
Sometimes take a look at books about Japanese grammar
Impossibility of Sharing
29/March/2023
In the last day in Nara Rainy morning Saw this flower
Sakura: Momentarily yet Eternally
28/March/2023
A bit of an unfortunate year, Sakura falling quickly
Individuality & Quirks
2/February/2023
I find one's individuality & quirks, which everyone has, extremely fascinating
Transience Beautifies Every Single Moment
15/January/2023
Without death, how can we try to live for this moment as much as we can?
To live sincerely always ends up in suicide
6/January/2023
The more I get to know Mishima and his life, the more I become certain 'To live sincerely' always ends up in suicide
I've been listening to your loneliness
30/October/2022
Remain this pain, sadness, loneliness inside me
Ignorance & Beauty
8/September/2022
Everything that belongs to beauty comes from from only ignorance and delusion
Absolute and Concrete World
3/May/2019
People who live in a concrete world: They are those
Un-humanistic Nature of Happiness
11/August/2018
Happiness is lukewarm.Tragedy is far more vivid, far more keen, far more lively, far more human.
Bearable Life
4/August/2018
Long time ago I had a pet, a small animal. Sometimes I felt that he taught me something.
Happiness is Tasteless
11/May/2018
Many people want to be happy. Many people tend to think being happy is one of the ultimate goals in our lives. But one thing we should not forget is that happiness itself does not provide anything to us.
Eternal Life & Death
12/March/2018
To live forever. They say this has been a dream of human being since our history began (I have never dreamt of it, though)