by axxxm
Eyes of Japanese Women
14/May/2025
Sharpness
Every year around this time
4/May/2025
Black hair of Japanese women
I have to dominate women
2/May/2025
And that creates a conflict inside me
M A R I A
27/April/2025
I need more of her life
Harmonious Beauty
27/March/2025
only distance, only harmony
Black hair + White shirt
27/March/2025
Beauty of Japanese women
Desire is manufactured
10/March/2025
Only desire for fat & sugar is forever truth
From majority To minority To majority
9/March/2025
Imbalances between men & women
Men do not have to be conscious of being a man
9/March/2025
Imbalances between men & women
MOON
8/March/2025
I still remember that kiss
only memories
4/March/2025
I can believe we will meet again
self harm
12/February/2025
......struggle, suffering, anxiety, pain, sadness, melancholy, loneliness, a cry for help
Idealising Woman
3/February/2025
I'm the one who is wrong. And they are the ones that are right
Living a woman's life
31/January/2025
My experiences are extremely tiny, extremely shallow & almost laughable
Why women are so pleasant?
26/January/2025
Woman's the cost & sacrifice to be pleasant
Her period
11/December/2024
She said 'I was a bit too emotional earlier, because of my period'
Her kindness & My fear
2/December/2024
She must become a thoughtful partner, a warm-hearted mother
Mere-Exposure Effect
27/November/2024
I like her just because I see her everyday
Meeting a woman from my country
22/October/2024
I was meeting a Japanese girl
Cześć!
17/October/2024
Her nonchalant character
Approaching her
9/October/2024
through artworks. Guilty pleasure
Her beautiful world
2/October/2024
She still keeps 'The beautiful world'
Elevator
17/September/2024
My day becomes already joyful enough at 9am
Three Colours
5/September/2024
Her scarf in my memory
Her Face
2/September/2024
A peak of her beauty already passed
Beauty can breathe only in the first time
7/August/2024
Talked to a Polish girl in a cafe and......
Dream Caller
5/August/2024
Call my dreams
Dream Seducer
5/August/2024
Always waiting for dreams
Her Voice
31/July/2024
She changed. So did her voice
Her Fragrance Inside Me
23/July/2024
Make herself unforgettable inside me
Elena
8/July/2024
'Like' is what brings meanings to our life
'Bonjour Tristesse' by Françoise Sagan
4/May/2024
A novel that I wished not end, not finish but continue
Don't want to leave the world
3/May/2024
Unsolvable pain & pleasure from 'Bonjour Tristesse' by Françoise Sagan
Lipsticks
30/April/2024
Her sensuality, exposed, overflowed & wet
We Slept Because
16/March/2024
We slept together, because
She was not nice
29/February/2024
Perhaps she couldn't show the best or better sides of herself
Sadness & Anger
28/February/2024
I feel sadness in a situation where I should feel anger
Naked Trees
22/January/2024
She said 'the white snow decorates naked trees'
Japanese woman in Kimono
17/January/2024
Withered energy & overall tiredness are necessary for wearing Kimono beautifully
Still Can't Accept Her Emotions
15/November/2023
Because of this, we could think 'This is what a romantic relationship should be like'
Paulina
8/October/2023
Meeting her means I'm going to see how my life has proceeded and transformed for this 8 years & 8 months
'Are you sure?' ― Source of Eroticism
25/September/2023
Are you sure? This question sounds more erotic to me day by day
Lake
24/September/2023
When touching woman's watery part, I always feel I'm touching the lake
Woman Looks More Attractive at Night
10/September/2023
Probably because I couldn't see her whole face, but only a part of it
Kiss
29/August/2023
I vividly felt she's surely an animal who is still alive
Attraction Deepening
22/August/2023
I could perfectly capture the moment that my attraction towards her deepened
Beautiful Hands
20/August/2023
All attraction came from there & ended there
35-year-old woman who has a 15-year-old body
9/August/2023
Her shines, her dazzling shines that she showed to the outside world only that night, only for a moment
She Looks Different From Photos
2/August/2023
The other day I met a woman from the online. And I felt what I always feel. A gap between photos & real
Japanese Woman in Summer
3/July/2023
Summer is when more attention is required regarding one's fashion
Intoxication: Only a woman can produce
25/June/2023
This is the intoxication only a man can receive & appreciate
Is sex must to make someone unforgettable?
8/June/2023
One momentarily encounter with a beauty was far more emotionally rich than sex
Memory of her skin
16/May/2023
Under the strong sunlight Touch the flower
Feel Woman Most
20/April/2023
This is the moment I feel 'a woman' most vividly
A memoir about women
31/March/2023
Reading a memoir by Shintaro Ishihara who was a famous writer & a politician
Silence in the conversation
10/February/2023
I prefer to have a silence in conversation now
'I like rainy day'
10/February/2023
I didn't need her answer
'I will not see you again'
10/February/2023
A few days ago I was meeting a girl
Still Possession
8/February/2023
man is just one of woman's possessions
Individuality & Quirks
2/February/2023
I find one's individuality & quirks, which everyone has, extremely fascinating
Female Barista
28/January/2023
Often come to this cafe in Tokyo. One female barista, looks uni student
Keeping Beauty or Destroying Beauty
24/January/2023
The more you get to know him/her, the more you have to face something unbearable, something unacceptable, something unforgivable
Joanna
18/January/2023
Yesterday I was walking toward Warsaw city centre. On the way, I noticed a girl with short hair walking ahead of me
Do I want to meet her again?
11/January/2023
Let us enjoy full range of our emotional spectrum
Renata
4/January/2023
Renata was my colleague in a company in Amsterdam
Melting Romance & Chocolate【4 years later】
2/January/2023
I wrote this in autumn 2018 just before my ex-relationship properly started
L
26/December/2022
L is an English woman I met in Amsterdam. Remembering her while reading my memos from 2016
Foreign Japanese Women
24/December/2022
In a foreign country when having a drink with local men/guys/boys, I frequently got askedm
Memory of a Czech Girl
22/December/2022
So far I often mentioned Mishima here, so that I always missed an opportunity to touch another writer, Tanizaki, Will write a bit about him
'Loneliness in Tokyo is beautiful'
4/December/2022
What I've been annoyed in Georgia is stray dogs and Georgian men
Memory of a girl in London
9/November/2022
Remembering a girl in London
Pain & Sadness: I don't want to forget
30/October/2022
Remain this pain, sadness, loneliness inside me
Her Fragrance Makes My Soul Intoxicating
23/October/2022
Tanizaki said 'Alcohol makes our body intoxicating. Fragrance makes our soul intoxicating'
Melting Romance and Chocolate
4/October/2018
I was eating a chocolate this morning. And I noticed how alike a chocolate & a relationship are.