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'Bonjour Tristesse' by Françoise Sagan

4/May/2024

A novel that I wished not end, not finish but continue

Don't want to leave the world

3/May/2024

Unsolvable pain & pleasure from 'Bonjour Tristesse' by Françoise Sagan

Lipsticks

30/April/2024

Her sensuality, exposed, overflowded & wet

We Slept Because

16/March/2024

We slept together, because

She was not nice

29/February/2024

Perhaps she couldn't show the best or better sides of herself

Sadness & Anger

28/February/2024

I feel sadness in a situation where I should feel anger

Naked Trees

22/January/2024

She said 'the white snow decorates naked trees'

Japanese woman in Kimono

17/January/2024

Withered energy & overall tiredness are necessary for wearing Kimono beautifully

Still Can't Accept Her Emotions

15/November/2023

Because of this, we could think 'This is what a romantic relationship should be like'

Paulina

8/October/2023

Meeting her means I'm going to see how my life has proceeded and transformed for this 8 years & 8 months

'Are you sure?' ― Source of Eroticism

25/September/2023

Are you sure? This question sounds more erotic to me day by day

Lake

24/September/2023

When touching woman's watery part, I always feel I'm touching the lake

Woman Looks More Attractive at Night

10/September/2023

Probably because I couldn't see her whole face, but only a part of it

Kiss

29/August/2023

I vividly felt she's surely an animal who is still alive

Attraction Deepening

22/August/2023

I could perfectly capture the moment that my attraction towards her deepened

Beautiful Hands

20/August/2023

All attraction came from there & ended there

35-year-old woman who has a 15-year-old body

9/August/2023

Her shines, her dazzling shines that she showed to the outside world only that night, only for a moment

She Looks Different From Photos

2/August/2023

The other day I met a woman from the online. And I felt what I always feel. A gap between photos & real

Japanese Woman in Summer

3/July/2023

Summer is when more attention is required regarding one's fashion

Intoxication: Only a woman can produce

25/June/2023

This is the intoxication only a man can receive & appreciate

Is sex must to make someone unforgettable?

8/June/2023

One momentarily encounter with a beauty was far more emotionally rich than sex

Memory of her skin

16/May/2023

Under the strong sunlight Touch the flower

Feel Woman Most

20/April/2023

This is the moment I feel 'a woman' most vividly

A memoir about women

31/March/2023

Reading a memoir by Shintaro Ishihara who was a famous writer & a politician

Silence in the conversation

10/February/2023

I prefer to have a silence in conversation now

'I like rainy day'

10/February/2023

I didn't need her answer

'I will not see you again'

10/February/2023

A few days ago I was meeting a girl

Still Possession

8/February/2023

man is just one of woman's possessions

Individuality & Quirks

2/February/2023

I find one's individuality & quirks, which everyone has, extremely fascinating

Female Barista

28/January/2023

Often come to this cafe in Tokyo. One female barista, looks uni student

Keeping Beauty or Destroying Beauty

24/January/2023

The more you get to know him/her, the more you have to face something unbearable, something unacceptable, something unforgivable

Joanna

18/January/2023

Yesterday I was walking toward Warsaw city centre. On the way, I noticed a girl with short hair walking ahead of me

Do I want to meet her again?

11/January/2023

Let us enjoy full range of our emotional spectrum

Renata

4/January/2023

Renata was my colleague in a company in Amsterdam

Melting Romance & Chocolate【4 years later】

2/January/2023

I wrote this in autumn 2018 just before my ex-relationship properly started

L

26/December/2022

L is an English woman I met in Amsterdam. Remembering her while reading my memos from 2016

Foreign Japanese Women

24/December/2022

In a foreign country when having a drink with local men/guys/boys, I frequently got askedm

Memory of a Czech Girl

22/December/2022

So far I often mentioned Mishima here, so that I always missed an opportunity to touch another writer, Tanizaki, Will write a bit about him

'Loneliness in Tokyo is beautiful'

4/December/2022

What I've been annoyed in Georgia is stray dogs and Georgian men

Memory of a girl in London

9/November/2022

Remembering a girl in London

Pain & Sadness: I don't want to forget

30/October/2022

Remain this pain, sadness, loneliness inside me

Her Fragrance Makes My Soul Intoxicating

23/October/2022

Tanizaki said 'Alcohol makes our body intoxicating. Fragrance makes our soul intoxicating'

Melting Romance and Chocolate

4/October/2018

I was eating a chocolate this morning. And I noticed how alike a chocolate & a relationship are.