by axxxm
24/June/2023
Any thoughts, any emotions, any memories can invade into our mind, yet we can't resist it at all
14/June/2023
Excessive self-consciousness & sensitivity are suitable only for a young person
20/April/2023
A coffee served by a nice cafe staff. We have a good impression about this cafe Strange
17/April/2023
Unbearable mental weakness of being submissive spontaneously & avoiding all potential conflict by an apology first
11/April/2023
I always find hard to read it while traveling
8/April/2023
The reason is not Japanese has simpler sounds, but something coming from Japanese morbid mindset
4/April/2023
The Tale of Genji's chapter titles all sound attractive
2/April/2023
Visited grandparent's place last month
2/April/2023
I was thinking women use cosmetics only for getting attention. Cosmetics are only about facial beauty
1/April/2023
Something appears in me Something I want to write about Then, which language to use for this?
31/March/2023
This close attention to details, this sensitivity, is something the Japanese in 21th century lost
31/March/2023
But at some point, I started to feel something unbearable in these literature studies
31/March/2023
Feels like I want to celebrate that today I could finally finish reading this extremely long 11th century novel
30/March/2023
Came across an interesting book. A collection of Haiku(Japanese style poem) written by 8 Russian ordinary citizens
29/March/2023
More than 1 month has passed since I started The Tale of Genji, the oldest novel
19/March/2023
My stay in Nara was quite short
17/March/2023
Like Kyoto, many old names remain in Nara as a district name
12/March/2023
Quite struggling yet still reading The Tale of Genji translated by Tanizaki
1/March/2023
Waiting as always at Starbucks in the central Tokyo at 21:30 Full of young people, around 15 - 20 y.o.
28/February/2023
While talking, something unexpected comes out of our mouth
28/February/2023
While talking, something unexpected comes out of our mouth
20/February/2023
Towards the end of February, always some reluctant feeling is built up in me
18/February/2023
An autobiography by an infamous Italian seducer from 18th Century
10/February/2023
I prefer to have a silence in conversation now
8/February/2023
When exchanging words with local person in Kyoto, in a restaurants/cafes/shops/street, I often feel some slight embarrassment
7/February/2023
Over the past several years, foreigners in Japan always catch my eye
5/February/2023
One of the things I found nice in Kyoto is Faces I pass on the street are diverse Languages I hear on the street are diverse
2/February/2023
When I go to other country, I always think what a horrible place Japan is
28/January/2023
During my 1st visit to Kyiv, I often listened to 1976-released-album by Yoshiko Sai
26/January/2023
Past few days, reading a diary written by a Japanese girl Published in 1971 & became popular among the young
25/January/2023
There are 2 reasons here
9/January/2023
Today is national holiday in Japan A day of celebrating people who have turned 20 y.o. and welcome them into adulthood
6/January/2023
Easiest way to be happy
31/December/2022
The below is an extract from my diary in March 2017
28/December/2022
This summer in Sarajevo in Bosnia, I came across this street concert
25/December/2022
This year will soon come to an end
21/December/2022
So far I often mentioned Mishima here, so that I always missed an opportunity to touch another writer, Tanizaki, Will write a bit about him
4/December/2022
Before coming to Tbilisi, I was in Georgia's 3rd city, Kutaisi, a very small town, for 3 days and saw a monument It said the Polish president during WW2, called Władysław Raczkiewicz, was born in this town
4/December/2022
What I've been annoyed in Georgia is stray dogs and Georgian men
26/October/2022
One of motive for creation is desire for eternity, ecstacy for eternity
19/September/2022
We can easily find 'a drama' in Sarajevo, with a small amount of knowledge that an elementary school history textbook tells us
10/September/2022
Yesterday was a bit strange day My 2nd book was based on my experiences in London where I lived for 2 years I needed to finish it by 8/Sep, because this day 10 years ago, 8/Sep/2012, was the day I left Japan for the UK and my London life began
9/September/2022
There is a big cemetery on the way to Yellow Bastion from Sebili It caught my attention because it looked very unusual Very unusual that such a big cemetery exists just 3min away from city's most popular touristic spot
7/September/2022
Here is where Austrian crown prince and his wife were killed in 1914
4/September/2022
When seeing the Bosnian flag for the first time, I thought about Ukrainian flag Just because, this blue & yellow color combination Such a petty resemblance In my original plan, Bosnia was not on the list
25/August/2022
What I'm pleased in Bosnia is being able to see mountains Mountain is always tightly related to my memory of Japan because mountains can be seen almost everywhere there
14/July/2022
Watching the scene of ex-prime minister Abe's private funeral So many were gathering in the temple in the central Tokyo and so many shouted their thank you & gratitude to Abe
9/July/2022
It's been quite surprising for me after I wrote about Japan's ex-prime minister Abe last Friday
8/July/2022
I got lots of DMs about Abe, like 'News about him keeps showing up' 'Who is he? Is he a good guy?' 'Very unusual to hear gun incident in Japan' etc.
16/January/2019
Soft man, feminine man, beta man etc......, many words are
26/December/2018
Today I started to read Mishima’s 'The Temple of Dawn'
21/November/2018
We tend to think that our parent or people in the past had more stable
27/August/2018
The first question we face in our life is How to Live?
27/August/2018
Every single moments were as beautiful as my memories, as beautiful as she was, as beautiful as......