by axxxm
We have to meet others, because we don't know ourselves
3/January/2026
Blind Self. Meeting others. Let them know their goodness
I am Nameless
30/December/2025
I am Nameless, but...
My Anxiety for Writing Letters
30/December/2025
But there is something I want to tell them, thus I write a letter
Happy Birthday
27/December/2025
Happy birthday to you
Only Source of Happiness
26/December/2025
Proof of 'Human beings are social animals'
Kyoto: My emotional preparation
25/December/2025
I’m unsure if I’ve done my 'emotional preparation'
Books & Sociology & I am not alone
25/December/2025
Books & sociology widen and broaden my very limited perspectives
Phones disrupt our interactions
24/December/2025
Her phone is there. This mere fact ruins our concentration
Writing Fragments (17/July ― 24/December）
24/December/2025
some piece of writings
Reading is Listening
23/December/2025
I don't know her. I don't know him. But I'm still listening
Dating Apps
22/December/2025
Can't see a woman from dating apps as a serious relationship partner
imperfection is attraction
15/December/2025
Loneliness is attraction
Multi-Layered Smile
12/December/2025
Sadness, pain & tears behind
My concern: Dating a Japanese woman
9/December/2025
Nobody can understand others to the degree everyone wants
Utmost Secrets
6/December/2025
as if I’m witnessing their most hidden secrets
Crossing Legs
6/December/2025
I don't trust people who cross their legs
Wall is crying
22/November/2025
Tears are for oneself, not for others
My loneliness
21/November/2025
I am myself
Live Report from a Cafe
17/November/2025
An episode
'Do not' or 'Do not want'
17/November/2025
I have to be careful
Too Much Emotions
16/November/2025
Some cultural differences
World is alive
15/November/2025
Everything
Sync
14/November/2025
I want to meet her a little farther away
Nobody is boring
12/November/2025
We must first ask a question
I'm happy but I miss loneliness
9/November/2025
I'm happy now but
Tears Cafe
5/November/2025
.....Why?
Reason for attracting to others' loneliness
5/November/2025
Loneliness, pain, hurt, sad or something fragile
The day she sees a 'real family'
3/November/2025
She was an adopted child
Writing & Painting, and Music
2/November/2025
Most dangerous type of art, Music
Sadness for balancing
30/October/2025
I want to sink into sadness
Why am I still alive?
28/October/2025
As I get older, I see people passing away. And I wonder even more
Boring Question
26/October/2025
What do you think about AI? Ai takes over art? Will artists become jobless?
She is not cute but she looks cute
16/October/2025
Because of her fashion
2 Ways To Hide Oneself
14/October/2025
Be quiet or Be talkative
Art is NOT self-expression
10/October/2025
Masturbation
Strange Nature of Literature
10/October/2025
Why novels can express 'Something the words can't capture'
'I know myself better'
9/October/2025
The Decay of the Angel（1970）
She is too young to know
9/October/2025
amicable, politeness, hospitality
Social media de-stabilises our relationships
9/October/2025
There're many things we don't really have to know about him/her
Why are living existences so annoying?
6/October/2025
I can never be quiet, but instead, keep disturbing others
Egoism is an attraction
4/October/2025
Dante Gabriel Rossetti. Extraordinary egoism Extraordinary human
Sound of Women
2/October/2025
The sound of her feels on the stone street. An implication of beauty
Smile is a light
2/October/2025
in the middle of the mindless crowd
Students back earlier
30/September/2025
Atmosphere changed earlier
Men always escape
27/September/2025
There is nothing to make a fuss about
Środa
25/September/2025
She met her boyfriend through Facebook
Woman in museum
22/September/2025
I’d like to be a friends
London（2025）
19/September/2025
I still love you but I can't go back. I don't want to go back
Her Friendliness is Her Defense
13/September/2025
She had such a pretty smile
Sadness
7/September/2025
beautiful narcissistic
Uncomfortable Touch
31/August/2025
A life lesson for me as a man
Cappuccino & Sugar bottle
28/August/2025
Her gesture was more than enough to brighten my day
We smile at the world. Unconditionally
27/August/2025
Humans beings are goodness
Stolen by her
27/August/2025
Steal the core beauty from reality
Painters are thieves
26/August/2025
filter, distill, condense & fix
The proof from her mouth
25/August/2025
She is a human being. She is still alive
22 years
24/August/2025
I still like you
Emotional Virginity — Everything we express turns into a joke
22/August/2025
Once we express, everything turns into a joke
Attending Mass
20/August/2025
Emotions are fleeting. But they keep, stabilise, establish it on their life
Summer Time Memory
19/August/2025
My memory is already tied to this flower
Words are chosen by life
17/August/2025
Our faces change based on our beliefs
my words
17/August/2025
I don't think I've been honest with other people
August 15
15/August/2025
Longest day in Japan's entire history
Blue Dress
9/August/2025
A person whose heart is stolen by the pleasure of beauty looks attractive
Seen
6/August/2025
Gaze. Eyes. Force. Living Existences
Have a good day
5/August/2025
Positivity bounces back to us
Sink Into Japan
3/August/2025
My mysterious urge
I need more sadness
3/August/2025
I need more
Girl in a group
31/July/2025
Existing. Not engaging
Live Better
27/July/2025
Actively engaging interaction with the World through creative activities
World is a mirror
26/July/2025
You are me
I no longer believe, Life is limited
25/July/2025
Forever
My another beautiful day 3
23/July/2025
Life is limited. Life is not limited
My another beautiful day 2
22/July/2025
My brief existence here
My another beautiful day 1
22/July/2025
Morning came
A girl, bringing beauty to the world
22/July/2025
I found her unconfidence cute
Writing Fragments (12/May ― 18/June）
19/July/2025
some piece of writings
What we get What we give
18/July/2025
That's why we have to smile at others
Life Never Ends
17/July/2025
I find myself difficult to engage a conversation with others
Our Life Purpose
17/July/2025
To fully taste this World with all our senses
love, again
6/July/2025
She picked up my shirt & ran after me
History means
24/June/2025
becoming history oneself
Pretending like a human being is difficult
14/June/2025
if I am human being enough
body／soul
14/June/2025
my physical weight decreases, yet my existential weight increases
I can't escape from myself
21/May/2025
It feels heavier & heavier with each passing year
Writing Fragments (14/December ― 11/May）
11/May/2025
some piece of writings
Escape to the mountains
1/May/2025
Sake & Guitar
Spirit
20/April/2025
Born once／Die once. We are both under the same condition
I can write only what I don't know
5/April/2025
I write
Close my eyes
29/March/2025
I can run away
blue, white, everything in between
5/February/2025
Primitive Landscape
Hydrangea in mid-winter／真冬のアジサイ
20/January/2025
Existence／存在まるごと消える
Life is difficult
17/January/2025
No one has proven it to be true
Voice messages
16/January/2025
An invasion and lazy
Just a day passing by me
15/January/2025
Nothing is right. Nothing is wrong
End of 2024
31/December/2024
This year I came across quite many impressive artworks & beauties of this world
My Story of Eliza Pareńska（short ver.）
30/October/2024
Eliza's life／Eliza's suicide／Eliza's painting by Stanisław Wyspiański／Art & Life
My Story of Eliza Pareńska
30/October/2024
Eliza's life／Eliza's suicide／Eliza's painting by Stanisław Wyspiański／Art & Life
The World Is Filled With Beauty
26/July/2024
Now & Forever
Ephemeral, yet Eternal
2/February/2024
Ephemeral emotion in us can be eternal. Ephemeral existence of us can be eternal
I am nameless
15/December/2023
I am nameless, but...
I still listen to you & I still like you
31/August/2023
You. Only thing that penetrates my 20 years
Can I still cry?
14/August/2023
How much pain, sadness, loneliness or happiness needed for cry
20 years of Emotion
6/June/2023
'I still listen to his music and I still like him'. This is the only thing that penetrates my 20 years
Innocent Ardency + Excellence = Beauty
6/June/2023
Accept only things that I find 'beautiful' & reject everything that I find 'ugly'
Jealousy with drawing
13/February/2023
Last summer in Perast, Montenegro Saw a guy drawing a landscape
Emotions Can't Be Summarised
3/January/2023
In a store, I always see books showing summary of famous world literatures
ART OF LIFE／すべてを破壊せずにはいられない衝動
26/December/2022
By quoting lyrics from the song, what can I tell?