by axxxm
I need more sadness
3/August/2025
I need more
True Art Destroys One’s Hearts
29/July/2025
An artwork that gets rid of the meaning of my life
M A R I A
27/April/2025
I need more of her life
MOON
8/March/2025
I still remember that kiss
My Story of Eliza Pareńska（short ver.）
30/October/2024
Eliza's life／Eliza's suicide／Eliza's painting by Stanisław Wyspiański／Art & Life
My Story of Eliza Pareńska
30/October/2024
Eliza's life／Eliza's suicide／Eliza's painting by Stanisław Wyspiański／Art & Life
I still listen to you & I still like you（2024）
31/August/2024
You. Only thing that penetrates my 20 years
The World Is Filled With Beauty
26/July/2024
Now & Forever
Lipsticks
30/April/2024
Her sensuality, exposed, overflowed & wet
my ephemeral, my ETERNAL
3/March/2024
Relationships are ephemeral, are ETERNAL
Ephemeral, yet Eternal
2/February/2024
Ephemeral emotion in us can be eternal. Ephemeral existence of us can be eternal
moment by moment
11/December/2023
Truth ― moment ― Emotion
I have to hurt others
2/December/2023
No matter how much I don't want, I still have to hurt him/her, because
Lake
24/September/2023
When touching woman's watery part, I always feel I'm touching the lake
Happiness is Tasteless 2
23/September/2023
Feeling one's own emotion is the most strong, fresh, dazzling evidence of being alive
And I like you
11/September/2023
'Like'. This feeling always contains a certain sense of truth
I still listen to you & I still like you
31/August/2023
You. Only thing that penetrates my 20 years
Can I still cry?
14/August/2023
How much pain, sadness, loneliness or happiness needed for cry
She Looks Different From Photos
2/August/2023
The other day I met a woman from the online. And I felt what I always feel. A gap between photos & real
Perfectionist
10/June/2023
Being a perfectionist is a privilege of the youth. Only immaturity & inexperience can produce a perfectionist
20 years of Emotion
6/June/2023
'I still listen to his music and I still like him'. This is the only thing that penetrates my 20 years
DNA Level Bonding
27/May/2023
This undeniable feeling that this artwork & I are from the same place
Japanese has to be spoken timidly
29/April/2023
If it's spoken confidently, like we speak English, it just doesn't sound like Japanese
Japanese people are morbid
7/May/2023
Japanese people are spoiled, weak, passive, dependent, nervous, awkward, morbid
Feel Woman Most
20/April/2023
This is the moment I feel 'a woman' most vividly
Separation I & Me
10/April/2023
If I was a foreign person I could innocently naively appreciate things in this country
Nationality & Individuality（part 1）
9/April/2023
There is a drama between nationality & individuality
Why are the Japanese so bad at English pronunciation?
8/April/2023
The reason is not Japanese has simpler sounds, but something coming from Japanese morbid mindset
Objectivity & Subjectivity（part 1）
3/April/2023
Sometimes take a look at books about Japanese grammar
Sakura: Momentarily yet Eternally
28/March/2023
A bit of an unfortunate year, Sakura falling quickly
'I like rainy day'
10/February/2023
I didn't need her answer
Bombarded by Garbage
22/January/2023
Exposed to completely unnecessary matters everyday
'I'm an artist'
14/January/2023
Nowadays.....well, over the past 10 years.....everyone uses this phrase
To live sincerely always ends up in suicide
6/January/2023
The more I get to know Mishima and his life, the more I become certain 'To live sincerely' always ends up in suicide
Emotions Can't Be Summarised
3/January/2023
In a store, I always see books showing summary of famous world literatures
Melting Romance & Chocolate【4 years later】
2/January/2023
I wrote this in autumn 2018 just before my ex-relationship properly started
Unhappiness Tells More
2/January/2023
Being happy is the most insensitive state of mind
ART OF LIFE／すべてを破壊せずにはいられない衝動
26/December/2022
By quoting lyrics from the song I'm attached to like this, what can I tell?
About 2022
25/December/2022
This year will soon come to an end
Memory of a Czech Girl
22/December/2022
So far I often mentioned Mishima here, so that I always missed an opportunity to touch another writer, Tanizaki, Will write a bit about him
'Loneliness in Tokyo is beautiful'
4/December/2022
What I've been annoyed in Georgia is stray dogs and Georgian men
Memory Fades Away
25/November/2022
52 years ago today Yukio Mishima died It was sunny Wednesday noon in 1970 and it quickly became nationwide news
Pain & Sadness: I don't want to forget
30/October/2022
Remain this pain, sadness, loneliness inside me
I've been listening to your loneliness
30/October/2022
Remain this pain, sadness, loneliness inside me
Her Fragrance Makes My Soul Intoxicating
23/October/2022
Tanizaki said 'Alcohol makes our body intoxicating. Fragrance makes our soul intoxicating'